Mood: not sure
Topic: Lack of enthusiasm
I don't know about you, but for the last several days I've been experiencing a lack of enthusiasm that is uncharacteristic to my nature. For once, I am not rushed about anything, and I could really care less.
What's going on? I've heard other people mention this in passing. It's almost as if everything has come to a standstill in life, and for once I can sit here and look around and WONDER...
Most of the time I'm rushing around like a banchee trying to get everything done in the compressed timeframe I allow myself. It feels kind of nice to just relax and not worry about it.
But, on the other hand, it's not my nature and it worries me a little. I find myself trying to grasp at possible future projects, then could slap myself for even thinking of it! The stress level in my life has taken a nosedive, and I should be grateful. I need to enjoy this reprieve from being pushed and get used to it. Life is too short, after all.