The Meaning of It All
by ANN ULRICH MILLER
© 2018 (all rights reserved)
An article from the February 2018 issue of THE STAR BEACON.
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During
the last part of 2017, I experienced some unusual nocturnal activities that were
occurring for a period of time, about once or twice a week. Glancing back
through my journal, I made mention of these as "nightmares," in which I would
"half"-awaken in the middle of a so-called dream, often struggling or fighting
something.
Gripped with fear, I
tried to call out for help, to scream for release from the scary dream, but as
my consciousness began to return from slumber, I found that my voice would not
work.
Yet the dream continued
and I would try even harder to escape, to scream, to get someone's attention. It
was frightening and often lucid as I would then think that I was awake and would
try to dial my cell phone to call Doug ... only to realize I was trapped in this
"in between" state of awareness.
The last event occurred
on Wednesday night, Jan. 3, 2018. I was alone in the house except for my cat,
who slept in another part of the house. I kept my bedroom door closed, in fact,
because the cat would pester me and I needed to sleep without being disturbed.
As recorded in my journal, here is what happened:
"I went to bed at 11 pm
or so, after watching 'Centennial,' and I did not take my usual Advil PM, so I
was having trouble getting to sleep. I knew I had to get up early because I had
to go with Doug to take his truck in and bring him home before leaving for work.
"Around 12:30 am, I
started having nightmares again. I could not wake myself and I kept yelling out
in my sleep, but couldn't make my voice work. It seemed to last a longer time
than usual, maybe 20 minutes to half an hour.
"Then, I woke slowly and
I heard the strangest sounds coming from right outside my bedroom window. It was
a screechy cry of some kind that I did not recognize. It frightened me so much.
I heard the same long cry twice. Then I felt terrorized. A cold sweat came over
me and I felt literally paralyzed.
"It took a really long
time before I could move and attempt to reach my bedside table to get my iPhone
and my gun. Kitty meowed at my door, but then she went away. Soon, I got up in
the dark. My throat was so dry and parched. I finally went into the kitchen and
took an Advil PM at 2 am."
After that I had relaxed
enough to go back to bed and read my book until I grew sleepy. I listened to my
CD of the ocean waves, which always calms me at night. Since that night, the
"waking nightmares" have ceased for some reason. I have no idea what all of that
was about, but I am relieved somewhat that the activity hasn't resumed.
Common sense would
dictate that perhaps the problem stemmed from suddenly finding myself living
alone in a new house, when I have been used to being with Doug. You can look
around and find all kinds of other "logical" answers for this kind of activity.
I can't say with any certainty what caused it. I only know that whatever it was,
it seems to have "left the building."
My house is feeling
cozier and more comfortable to me with each passing day, and maybe the new
energies beamed at Earth right now are helping to create this bubble of peace
and security I've found in the past month or so. Insecurity and loneliness is
being replaced by excitement and looking forward to a brilliant future, and the
Ascension. I don't want to let go of this optimistic attitude that has settled
in, which doesn't seem to be affected by all the chaos and corruption that is
being brought to light, freeing us of enslavement on this planet.
My view of 2018 so far is
one of eagerness, optimism, prosperity, and gladness to see truth coming to
light, not only in government but with UFOs as well. Maybe we are finally headed
in the right direction. This, of course, does not mean we are there yet, but I
feel encouraged.
Valentines Day is this
month, and always a bright spot in the middle of the gloomy winter. Valentines
Day on Feb. 14 is a holiday I've always embraced (no pun intended) and gives me
the opportunity to remind others how much I love them. And that goes for you as
well. Thank you for BEING. Thank you for reading, and remember ... I love you.
Ann Ulrich Miller's
spiritual memoir includes her paranormal/UFO experiences. Throughout All
Time is available at Amazon and Kindle, or you can order it from her
directly (for just $10).
Check out her author website at AnnUlrichMiller.com.
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